Today I saw my ex-husband on the Swingers website. Ugh. Apparently, he is looking for anything from a relationship to erotic chat, he enjoys giving oral sex (well that is a lie), giving massages and spanking (thats new). He says he is “open to exploration and suggestion with the right person”, still can’t spell and…Read more 151. A few months later…
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147. Life falters, then goes on
So…without boring you with too much detail, I was admitted to hospital quite suddenly in mid-January with a random infection which made me very, very sick. I spent a week hooked up to intravenous antibiotics, having endless tests, feeling tired and alone. I wasn’t really feeling up to visitors, and I did have a couple,…Read more 147. Life falters, then goes on
145. The Boy Next Door – part 4
All this time, The Boy Next Door has been popping around pretty much every week. We have fine-tuned our routine to achieve maximum pleasure in under three hours. The Boy Next Door messages me, I get in the shower, he arrives and the moment he walks in the door we get started. Sexy kissing, tearing each…Read more 145. The Boy Next Door – part 4
144. The Fisherman – part 3
I opened the door to find The Fisherman smiling and holding a very nice bottle of wine. “Hello Beautiful." I let him in without a word and snaked my fingers around the back of his neck and kissed him softly, stroking the back of his head with my long red fingernails. “Hello Handsome.” I purred,…Read more 144. The Fisherman – part 3
143. The Married Man – part 6
It was late on a Thursday night. The Fisherman was supposed to come and visit me but he cancelled with me earlier that day as he was sick. He was polite and apologetic and, regardless of whether it was true or not, I knew I would see him and his magic wand again. I settled in to…Read more 143. The Married Man – part 6
142. The Captain returns…continued
I expected to hear from The Captain all day on Monday, and my girlfriends checked in all day long to find out if he had called. He did not. On Tuesday I had enough waiting and took control, sending him a message. “Hi there. Do you have some time to chat today?" “Sorry busy atm…I’ll…Read more 142. The Captain returns…continued
137. Nobody’s soulmate
So I’ve been enjoying my time alone, in no rush to resume the rollercoaster ride of modern dating, and I’ve had a lot of time to think. What if there is nobody for me? Well, surprisingly that thought made me feel better. I’ve spent half my life, since I started to date, alone. And I am…Read more 137. Nobody’s soulmate
136. Intrusive thoughts
Each morning I wake at about 4:30am, get up to pee, then shuffle back to my still-warm sheets hoping to fall back to sleep instantly. My brain has other ideas. Scores of ideas, in fact. Ideas about work, which has been keeping me successfully distracted for the last month, ideas about things I should be…Read more 136. Intrusive thoughts
125. The Gentleman – part 2
I knew it wasn’t right. And I knew this was going to hurt him. And it made me feel like shit. The Gentleman had sent me a couple of texts, hoping I’d enjoyed the day after our night together, wishing me sweet dreams and telling me how much fun the night had been. It had…Read more 125. The Gentleman – part 2
123. The Swinger’s Site
The morning after The Mystery Man, I sat and wrote my blog about it. I have been thinking that the casual sex with 30 year olds is probably not the path I want to take again. I want the passion and excitement of The Toolman with somebody who loves me. But I need a man…Read more 123. The Swinger’s Site
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