Beloved Readers, I won’t be posting as usual this week.
The Toolman and I are at a crossroads in our journey and at present we aren’t communicating.
One of his concerns at the moment is this very blog. Since I first told him about it The Toolman has encouraged me to write and has, surprisingly to me, enjoyed reading it. I never thought any man would be able to handle the jealousy this blog was sure to inspire.
I have appreciated how well he has handled it for all these months.
I have written plenty of content and will continue to write for myself, especially as I sort through my feelings about The Toolman so I expect I will be back when things are worked out one way or the other with The Toolman.
I have offered to cease publishing the blog. I would do this for any man who was serious about a relationship with me.
The Toolman is the last lover I will ever tell about it.
The Toolman has told me it is too painful for him to read my blog so he won’t look at it anymore.
I couldn’t bear to read the graphic details of his past conquests either.
Right now, I just want The Toolman to have a little space to work out what he wants. I know what I want, and with each passing moment it is becoming clearer.